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A Tale of the Ragged Mountains
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During the fall of the year 1827, while residing near
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Charlottesville, Virginia, I casually made the acquaintance of Mr
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Augustus Bedloe. This young gentleman was remarkable in every
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respect, and excited in me a profound interest and curiosity. I
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found it impossible to comprehend him either in his moral or his
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physical relations. Of his family I could obtain no satisfactory
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account. Whence he came, I never ascertained. Even about his
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age--although I call him a young gentleman--there was something
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which perplexed me in no little degree. He certainly seemed
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young--and he made a point of speaking about his youth--yet there
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were moments when I should have had little trouble in imagining
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him a hundred years of age. But in no regard was he more
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peculiar than in his personal appearance. He was singularly tall
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and thin. He stooped much. His limbs were exceedingly long and
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emaciated. His forehead was broad and low. His complexion was
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absolutely bloodless. His mouth was large and flexible, and his
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teeth were more wildly uneven, although sound, than I had ever
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before seen teeth in a human head. The expression of his smile,
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however, was by no means unpleasing, as might be supposed: but it
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had no variation whatever. It was one of profound melancholy--of
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a phaseless and unceasing gloom. His eyes were abnormally large,
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and round like those of a cat. The pupils, too, upon any
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accession or diminution of light, underwent contraction or
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dilation, just such as is observed in the feline tribe. In
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moments of excitement the orbs grew bright to a degree almost
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inconceivable; seeming to emit luminous rays, not of a reflected
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but of an intrinsic lustre, as does a candle or the sun; yet
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their ordinary condition was to totally vapid, filmy, and dull,
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as to convey the idea of the eyes of a long-interred corpse.
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These peculiarities of person appeared to cause him much
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annoyance, and he was continually alluding to them in a sort of
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half explanatory, half apologetic strain, which, when I first
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heard it, impressed me very painfully. I soon, however, grew
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accustomed to it, and my uneasiness wore off. It seemed to be
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his design rather to insinuate than directly to assert that,
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physically, he had not always been what he was--that a long
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series of neuralgic attacks had reduced him from a condition of
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more than usual personal beauty, to that which I saw. For many
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years past he had been attended by a physician, named Templeton--
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an old gentleman, perhaps seventy years of age--whom he had first
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encountered at Saratoga, and from whose attention, while there,
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he either received, or fancied that he received, great benefit.
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The result was that Bedloe, who was wealthy, had made an
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arrangement with Dr Templeton, by which the latter, in
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consideration of a liberal annual allowance, had consented to
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devote his time and medical experience exclusively to the care of
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the invalid.
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Doctor Templeton had been a traveller in his younger days,
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and at Paris had become a convert, in great measure, to the
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doctrine of Mesmer. It was altogether by means of magnetic
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remedies that he had succeeded in alleviating the acute pains of
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his patient; and this success had very naturally inspired the
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latter with a certain degree of confidence in the opinions from
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which the remedies had been educed. The doctor, however, like
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all enthusiasts, had struggled hard to make a thorough convert of
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his pupil, and finally so far gained his point as to induce the
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sufferer to submit to numerous experiments. By a frequent
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repetition of these, a result had arisen, which of late days has
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become so common as to attract little or no attention, but which,
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at the period of which I write, had very rarely been known in
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America. I mean to say, that between Dr Templeton and Bedloe
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there had grown up, little by little, a very distinct and
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strongly-marked rapport, or magnetic relation. I am not prepared
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to assert, however, that this rapport extended beyond the limits
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of the simple sleep-producing power; but this power itself had
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attained great intensity. At the first attempt to induce the
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magnetic somnolency, the mesmerist entirely failed. In the fifth
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or sixth he succeeded very partially, and after long-continued
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effort. Only at the twelfth was the triumph complete. After
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this the will of the patient succumbed rapidly to that of the
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physician, so that, when I first became acquainted with the two,
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sleep was brought about almost instantaneously by the mere
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volition of the operator, even when the invalid was unaware of
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his presence. It is only now, in the year 1845, when similar
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miracles are witnessed daily by thousands, that I dare venture to
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record this apparent impossibility as a matter of serious fact.
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The temperature of Bedloe was in the highest degree
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sensitive, excitable, enthusiastic. His imagination was
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singularly vigorous and creative; and no doubt it derived
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additional force from the habitual use of morphine, which he
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swallowed in great quantity, and without which he would have
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found it impossible to exist. It was his practice to take a very
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large dose of it immediately after breakfast each morning,--or,
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rather, immediately after a cup of strong coffee, for he ate
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nothing in the forenoon,--and then set forth alone, or attended
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only by a dog, upon a long ramble among the chain of wild and
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dreary hills that lie westward and southward of Charlottesville,
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and are there dignified by the title of the Ragged Mountains.
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Upon a dim, warm, misty day, toward the close of November,
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and during the strange interregnum of the seasons which in
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America is termed the Indian summer, Mr Bedloe departed as usual
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for the hills. The day passed, and still he did not return.
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About eight o'clock at night, having become seriously
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alarmed at his protracted absence, we were about setting out in
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search of him, when he unexpectedly made his appearance, in
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health no worse than usual, and in rather more than ordinary
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spirits. The account which he gave of his expedition, and of the
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events which had detained him, was a singular one indeed.
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'You will remember,' said he, 'that it was about nine in the
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morning when I left Charlottesville. I bent my steps immediately
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to the mountains, and, about ten, entered a gorge which was
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entirely new to me. I followed the windings of this pass with
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much interest. The scenery which presented itself on all sides,
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although scarcely entitled to be called grand, had about it an
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indescribable and to me a delicious aspect of dreary desolation.
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The solitude seemed absolutely virgin. I could not help
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believing that the green sods and the grey rocks upon which I
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trod had been trodden never before by the foot of a human being.
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So entirely secluded, and in fact inaccessible, except through a
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series of accidents, is the entrance of the ravine, that it is by
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no means impossible that I was the first adventurer--the very
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first and sole adventurer who had ever penetrated its recesses.
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'The thick and peculiar mist, or smoke, which distinguishes
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the Indian summer, and which now hung heavily over all objects,
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served, no doubt, to deepen the vague impressions which these
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objects created. So dense was this pleasant fog that I could at
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no time see more than a dozen yards of the path before me. This
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path was excessively sinuous, and as the sun could not be seen, I
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soon lost all idea of the direction in which I journeyed. In the
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meantime the morphine had its customary effect--that of enduing
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all the external world with an intensity of interest. In the
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quivering of a leaf--in the hue of a blade of grass--in the shape
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of a trefoil--in the humming of a bee--in the gleaming of a dew-
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drop--in the breathing of the wind--in the faint odours that came
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from the forest--there came a whole universe of suggestion--a gay
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and motley train of rhapsodical and immethodical thought.
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'Busied in this, I walked on for several hours, during which
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the mist deepened around me to so great an extent that at length
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I was reduced to an absolute groping of the way. And now an
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indescribable uneasiness possessed me--a species of nervous
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hesitation and tremor. I feared to tread, lest I should be
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precipitated into some abyss. I remembered, too, strange stories
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told about these Ragged Hills, and of the uncouth and fierce
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races of men who tenanted their groves and caverns. A thousand
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vague fancies oppressed and disconcerted me--fancies the more
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distressing because vague. Very suddenly my attention was
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arrested by the loud beating of a drum.
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'My amazement was, of course, extreme. A drum in these
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hills was a thing unknown. I could not have been more surprised
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at the sound of the trump of the Archangel. But a new and still
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more astounding source of interest and perplexity arose. There
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came a wild rattling or jingling sound, as if of a bunch of large
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keys, and upon the instant a dusky-visaged and half-naked man
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rushed past me with a shriek. He came so close to my person that
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I felt his hot breath upon my face. He bore in one hand an
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instrument composed of an assemblage of steel rings, and shook
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them vigorously as he ran. Scarcely had he disappeared in the
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mist, before, panting after him, with open mouth and glaring
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eyes, there darted a huge beast. I could not be mistaken in its
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character. It was a hyena.
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'The sight of this monster rather relieved than heightened
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my terrors--for I now made sure that I dreamed, and endeavoured
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to arouse myself to waking consciousness. I stepped boldly and
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briskly forward. I rubbed my eyes. I called aloud. I pinched
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my limbs. A small spring of water presented itself to my view,
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and here, stooping, I bathed my hands and my head and neck. This
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seemed to dissipate the equivocal sensations which had hitherto
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annoyed me. I arose, as I thought, a new man, and proceeded
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steadily and complacently on my unknown way.
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'At length, quite overcome by exertion, and by a certain
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oppressive closeness of the atmosphere, I seated myself beneath a
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tree. Presently there came a feeble gleam of sunshine, and the
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shadow of the leaves of the tree fell faintly but definitely upon
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the grass. At this shadow I gazed wonderingly for many minutes.
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Its character stupefied me with astonishment. I looked upward.
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The tree was a palm.
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'I now rose hurriedly, and in a state of fearful agitation--
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for the fancy that I dreamed would serve me no longer. I saw--I
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felt that I had perfect command of my senses--and these senses
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now brought to my soul a world of novel and singular sensation.
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The heat became all at once intolerable. A strange odour loaded
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the breeze. A low, continuous murmur, like that arising from a
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full, but gently flowing river, came to my ears, intermingled
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with the peculiar hum of multitudinous human voices.
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'While I listened in an extremity of astonishment which I
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need not attempt to describe, a strong and brief gust of wind
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bore off the incumbent fog as if by the wand of an enchanter.
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'I found myself at the foot of a high mountain, and looking
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down into a vast plain, through which wound a majestic river. On
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the margin of this river stood an Eastern-looking city, such as
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we read of in the Arabian Tales, but of a character even more
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singular than any there described. From my position, which was
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far above the level of the town, I could perceive its every nook
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and corner, as if delineated on a map. The streets seemed
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innumerable, and crossed each other irregularly in all
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directions, but were rather long winding alleys than streets, and
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absolutely swarmed with inhabitants. The houses were wildly
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picturesque. On every hand was a wilderness of balconies, of
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verandas, of minarets, of shrines, and fantastically carved
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oriels. Bazaars abounded; and there were displayed rich wares in
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infinite variety and profusion--silks, muslins, the most dazzling
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cutlery, the most magnificent jewels and gems. Besides these
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things, were seen, on all sides, banners and palanquins, litters
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with stately dames close-veiled, elephants gorgeously
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caparisoned, idols grotesquely hewn, drums, banners, and gongs,
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spears, silver and gilded maces. And amid the crowd, and the
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clamour, and the general intricacy and confusion--amid the
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million of black and yellow men, turbaned and robed, and of
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flowing beard, there roamed a countless multitude of holy
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filleted bulls, while vast legions of the filthy but sacred ape
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clambered, chattering and shrieking, about the cornices of the
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mosques, or clung to the minarets and oriels. From the swarming
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streets to the banks of the river, there descended innumerable
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flights of steps leading to bathing places, while the river
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itself seemed to force a passage with difficulty through the vast
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fleets of deeply burdened ships that far and wide encountered its
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surface. Beyond the limits of the city arose, in frequent
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majestic groups, the palm and the cocoa, with other gigantic and
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weird trees of vast age; and here and there might be seen a field
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of rice, the thatched hut of a peasant, a tank, a stray temple, a
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gipsy camp, or a solitary graceful maiden taking her way, with a
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pitcher upon her head, to the banks of the magnificent river.
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'You will say now, of course, that I dreamed; but not so.
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What I saw--what I heard--what I felt--what I thought--had about
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it nothing of the unmistakable idiosyncrasy of the dream. All
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was rigorously self-consistent. At first, doubting that I was
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really awake, I entered into a series of tests, which soon
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convinced me that I really was. Now when one dreams, and, in the
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dream, suspects that he dreams, the suspicion never fails to
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confirm itself, and the sleeper is almost immediately aroused.
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Thus Novalis errs not in saying that "we are near waking when we
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dream that we dream". Had the vision occurred to me as I
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describe it, without my suspecting it as a dream, then a dream it
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might absolutely have been, but, occurring as it did, and
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suspected and tested as it was, I am forced to class it among
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other phenomena.'
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'In this I am not sure that you are wrong,' observed Dr
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Templeton, 'but proceed. You arose and descended into the city.'
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'I arose,' continued Bedloe, regarding the Doctor with an
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air of profound astonishment, 'I arose as you say, and descended
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into the city. On my way I fell in with an immense populace,
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crowding through every avenue, all in the same direction, and
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exhibiting in every action the wildest excitement. Very
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suddenly, and by some inconceivable impulse, I became intensely
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imbued with personal interest in what was going on. I seemed to
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feel that I had an important part to play, without exactly
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understanding what it was. Against the crowd which environed me,
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however, I experienced a deep sentiment of animosity. I shrank
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from amid them, and, swiftly, by a circuitous path, reached and
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entered the city. Here all was the wildest tumult and
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contention. A small party of men, clad in garments half Indian,
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half European, and officered by gentlemen in a uniform partly
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British, were engaged, at great odds, with the swarming rabble of
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the allies. I joined the weaker party, arming myself with the
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weapons of a fallen officer, and fighting I knew not whom with
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the nervous ferocity of despair. We were soon overpowered by
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numbers, and driven to seek refuge in a species of kiosk. Here
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we barricaded ourselves, and, for the present, were secure. From
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a loop-hole near the summit of the kiosk, I perceived a vast
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crowd, in furious agitation, surrounding and assaulting a gay
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palace that overhung the river. Presently, from an upper window
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of this palace, there descended an effeminate-looking person, by
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means of a string made of the turbans of his attendants. A boat
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was at hand in which he escaped to the opposite bank of the
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river.
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'And now a new object took possession of my soul. I spoke a
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few hurried but energetic words to my companions, and, having
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succeeded in gaining over a few of them to my purpose, made a
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frantic sally from the kiosk. We rushed amid the crowd that
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surrounded it. They retreated, at first, before us. They
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rallied, fought madly, and retreated again. In the meantime we
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were borne far from the kiosk, and became bewildered and
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entangled among the narrow streets of tall, overhanging houses,
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into the recesses of which the sun had never been able to shine.
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The rabble pressed impetuously upon us, harassing us with their
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spears, and overwhelming us with flights of arrows. These latter
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were very remarkable, and resembled in some respects the writhing
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creese of the Malay. They were made to imitate the body of a
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creeping serpent, and were long and black, with a poisoned barb.
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One of them struck me upon the right temple. I reeled and fell.
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An instantaneous and dreadful sickness seized me. I struggled--I
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gasped--I died.'
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'You will hardly persist now,' said I, smiling, 'that the
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whole of your adventure was not a dream. You are not prepared to
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maintain that you are dead?"
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When I said these words, I of course expected some lively
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sally from Bedloe in reply; but, to my astonishment, he
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hesitated, trembled, became fearfully pallid, and remained
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silent. I looked towards Templeton. He was erect and rigid in
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his chair--his teeth chattered, and his eyes were staring from
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their sockets. 'Proceed!' he at length said hoarsely to Bedloe.
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'For many minutes,' continued the latter, 'my sole
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sentiment--my sole feeling--was that of darkness and nonentity,
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with the consciousness of death. At length there seemed to pass
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a violent and sudden shock through my soul, as if of electricity.
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With it came the sense of elasticity and of light. This latter I
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felt--not saw. In an instant I seemed to rise from the ground.
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But I had no bodily, no visible, audible, or palpable presence.
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The crowd had departed. The tumult had ceased. The city was in
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comparative repose. Beneath me lay my corpse, with the arrow in
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my temple, the whole head greatly swollen and disfigured. But
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all these things I felt--not saw. I took interest in nothing.
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Even the corpse seemed a matter in which I had no concern.
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Volition I had none, but appeared to be impelled into motion, and
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flitted buoyantly out of the city, retracing the circuitous path
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by which I had entered it. When I had attained that point of the
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ravine in the mountains at which I had encountered the hyena, I
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again experienced a shock as of a galvanic battery; the sense of
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weight, of volition, of substance, returned. I became my
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original self, and bent my step eagerly homeward--but the past
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had not lost the vividness of the real--and not now, even for an
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instant, can I compel my understanding to regard it as a dream.'
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'Nor was it,' said Templeton, with an air of deep solemnity,
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'yet it would be difficult to say how otherwise it should be
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termed. Let us suppose only, that the soul of the man of to-day
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is upon the verge of some stupendous psychal discoveries. Let us
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content ourselves with this supposition. For the rest I have
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some explanation to make. Here is a water-colour drawing, which
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I should have shown you before, but which an accountable
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sentiment of horror has hitherto prevented me from showing.'
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We looked at the picture which he presented. I saw nothing
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in it of an extraordinary character; but its effect upon Bedloe
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was prodigious. He nearly fainted as he gazed. And yet it was
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but a miniature portrait--a miraculously accurate one, to be
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sure--of his own very remarkable features. At least this was my
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thought as I regarded it.
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'You will perceive', said Templeton, 'the date of this
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picture--it is here, scarcely visible, in this corner--1780. In
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this year was the portrait taken. It is the likeness of a dead
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friend--a Mr Oldeb--to whom I became much attached at Calcutta,
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during the administration of Warren Hastings. I was then only
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twenty years old. When I first saw you, Mr Bedloe, at Saratoga,
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it was the miraculous similarity which existed between yourself
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and the painting which induced me to accost you, to seek your
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friendship, and to bring about those arrangements which resulted
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in my becoming your constant companion. In accomplishing this
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point, I was urged partly, and perhaps principally, by a
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regretful memory of the deceased, but also, in part, by an
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uneasy, and not altogether horrorless curiosity respecting
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yourself.
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'In your detail of the vision which presented itself to you
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amid the hills, you have described, with the minutest accuracy,
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the Indian city of Benares, upon the Holy River. The riots, the
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combat, the massacre, were the actual events of the insurrection
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of Cheyte Sing, which took place in 1780, when Hastings was put
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in imminent peril of his life. The man escaping by the string of
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turbans was Cheyte Sing himself. The party in the kiosk were
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sepoys and British officers, headed by Hastings. Of this party I
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was one, and did all I could do to prevent the rash and fatal
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sally of the officer who fell, in the crowded alleys, by the
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poisoned arrow of a Bengalee. That officer was my dearest
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friend. It was Oldeb. You will perceive by these manuscripts'
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(here the speaker produced a note-book in which several pages
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appeared to have been freshly written), 'that at the very period
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in which you fancied these things amid the hills I was engaged in
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detailing them upon paper here at home.'
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In about a week after this conversation, the following
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paragraphs appeared in a Charlottesville paper:
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We have the painful duty of announcing the death of Mr
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AUGUSTUS BEDLO, a gentleman whose amiable manners and many
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virtues have long endeared him to the citizens of
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Charlottesville.
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Mr B., for some years past, has been subject to neuralgia,
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which has often threatened to terminate fatally; but this can be
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regarded only as the mediate cause of his decease. The proximate
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cause was one of especial singularity. In an excursion to the
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Ragged Mountains, a few days since, a slight cold and fever were
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contracted, attended with great determination of blood to the
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head. To relieve this, Dr Templeton resorted to topical
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bleeding. Leeches were applied to the temples. In a fearfully
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brief period the patient died, when it appeared that, in the jar
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containing the leeches, had been introduced, by accident, one of
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the venomous vermicular sangsues which are now and then found in
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the neighbouring ponds. This creature fastened itself upon a
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small artery in the right temple. Its close resemblance to the
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medicinal leech caused the mistake to be overlooked until too
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late.
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N.B.-- The poisonous sangsue of Charlottesville may always
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be distinguished from the medicinal leech by its blackness, and
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especially by its writhing or vermicular motions, which very
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nearly resemble those of a snake.
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I was speaking with the editor of the paper in question,
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upon the topic of this remarkable accident, when it occurred to
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me to ak how it happened that the name of the deceased had been
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given as Bedlo.
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'I presume,' said I, 'you have authority for this spelling,
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but I have always supposed the name to be written with an e at
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the end.'
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'Authority?--no,' he replied. 'It is a mere typographical
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error. The name is Bedlo with an e, all the world over, and I
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never knew it to be spelt otherwise in my life.'
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'Then,' said I mutteringly, as I turned upon my heel, 'then
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indeed has it come to pass that one truth is stranger than any
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fiction--for Bedlo, without the e, what is it but Oldeb
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conversed? And this man tells me it is a typographical error.'
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