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THE COLLOQUY OF MONOS AND UNA
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by Edgar Allan Poe
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These things are in the future.
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SOPHOCLES- Antig.
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UNA. "Born again?"
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MONOS. Yes, fairest and best beloved Una, "born again." These were
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the words upon whose mystical meaning I had so long pondered,
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rejecting the explanations of the priesthood, until Death itself
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resolved for me the secret.
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UNA. Death!
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MONOS. How strangely, sweet Una, you echo my words! I observe,
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too, a vacillation in your step, a joyous inquietude in your eyes. You
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are confused and oppressed by the majestic novelty of the Life
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Eternal. Yes, it was of Death I spoke. And here how singularly
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sounds that word which of old was wont to bring terror to all
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hearts, throwing a mildew upon all pleasures!
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UNA. Ah, Death, the spectre which sate at all feasts! How often,
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Monos, did we lose ourselves in speculations upon its nature! How
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mysteriously did it act as a check to human bliss, saying unto it
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"thus far and no further!" That earnest mutual love, my own Monos,
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which burned within our bosoms- how vainly did we flatter ourselves,
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feeling happy in its first upspringing, that our happiness would
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strengthen with its strength! Alas! as it grew, so grew in our
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hearts the dread of that evil hour which was hurrying to separate us
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forever! Thus, in time, it became painful to love. Hate would have
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been mercy then.
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MONOS. Speak not here of these griefs, dear Una- mine, mine, forever
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now!
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UNA. But the memory of past sorrow- is it not present joy? I have
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much to say yet of the things which have been. Above all, I burn to
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know the incidents of your own passage through the dark Valley and
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Shadow.
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MONOS. And when did the radiant Una ask any thing of her Monos in
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vain? I will be minute in relating all- but at what point shall the
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weird narrative begin?
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UNA. At what point?
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MONOS. You have said.
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UNA. Monos, I comprehend you. In Death we have both learned the
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propensity of man to define the indefinable. I will not say, then,
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commence with the moment of life's cessation- but commence with that
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sad, sad instant when, the fever having abandoned you, you sank into a
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breathless and motionless torpor, and I pressed down your pallid
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eyelids with the passionate fingers of love.
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MONOS. One word first, my Una, in regard to man's general
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condition at this epoch. You will remember that one or two of the wise
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among our forefathers- wise in fact, although not in the world's
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esteem- had ventured to doubt the propriety of the term "improvement,"
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as applied to the progress of our civilization. There were periods
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in each of the five or six centuries immediately preceding our
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dissolution, when arose some vigorous intellect, boldly contending for
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those principles whose truth appears now, to our disenfranchised
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reason, so utterly obvious- principles which should have taught our
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race to submit to the guidance of the natural laws, rather than
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attempt their control. At long intervals some master-minds appeared,
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looking upon each advance in practical science as a retro-gradation in
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the true utility. Occasionally the poetic intellect- that intellect
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which we now feel to have been the most exalted of all- since those
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truths which to us were of the most enduring importance could only
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be reached by that analogy which speaks in proof-tones to the
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imagination alone, and to the unaided reason bears no weight-
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occasionally did this poetic intellect proceed a step farther in the
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evolving of the vague idea of the philosophic, and find in the
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mystic parable that tells of the tree of knowledge, and of its
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forbidden fruit, death-producing, a distinct intimation that knowledge
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was not meet for man in the infant condition of his soul. And these
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men, the poets, living and perishing amid the scorn of the
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"utilitarians"- or rough pedants, who arrogated to themselves a
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title which could have been properly applied only to the scorned-
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these men, the poets, ponder piningly, yet not unwisely, upon the
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ancient days when our wants were not more simple than our enjoyments
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were keen- days when mirth was a word unknown, so solemnly
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deep-toned was happiness- holy, august and blissful days, when blue
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rivers ran undammed, between hills unhewn, into far forest
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solitudes, primeval, odorous, and unexplored.
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Yet these noble exceptions from the general misrule served but to
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strengthen it by opposition. Alas! we had fallen upon the most evil of
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all our evil days. The great "movement"- that was the cant term-
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went on: a diseased commotion, moral and physical. Art- the Arts-
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arose supreme, and, once enthroned, cast chains upon the intellect
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which had elevated them to power. Man, because he could not but
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acknowledge the majesty of Nature, fell into childish exultation at
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his acquired and still increasing dominion over her elements. Even
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while he stalked a God in his own fancy, an infantine imbecility
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came over him. As might be supposed from the origin of his disorder,
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he grew infected with system, and with abstraction. He enwrapped
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himself in generalities. Among other odd ideas, that of universal
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equality gained ground; and in the face of analogy and of God- in
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despite of the loud warning voice of the laws of gradation so
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visibly pervading all things in Earth and Heaven- wild attempts at
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an omni-prevalent Democracy were made. Yet this evil sprang
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necessarily from the leading evil- Knowledge. Man could not both
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know and succumb. Meantime huge smoking cities arose, innumerable.
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Green leaves shrank before the hot breath of furnaces. The fair face
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of Nature was deformed as with the ravages of some loathsome
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disease. And methinks, sweet Una, even our slumbering sense of the
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forced and of the farfetched might have arrested us here. But now it
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appears that we had worked out our own destruction in the perversion
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of our taste, or rather in the blind neglect of its culture in the
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schools. For, in truth, it was at this crisis that taste alone- that
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faculty which, holding a middle position between the pure intellect
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and the moral sense, could never safely have been disregarded- it
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was now that taste alone could have led us gently back to Beauty, to
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Nature, and to Life. But alas for the pure contemplative spirit and
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majestic intuition of Plato! Alas for the mousika which he justly
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regarded as an all sufficient education for the soul! Alas for him and
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for it!- since both were most desperately needed when both were most
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entirely forgotten or despised.*
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* It will be hard to discover a better [method of education] than
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that which the experience of so many ages has already discovered; and
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this may be summed up as consisting in gymnastics for the body and
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music for the soul."- Repub. lib. 2. "For this reason is a musical
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education most essential; since it causes Rhythm and Harmony to
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penetrate most intimately into the soul, taking the strangest hold
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upon it, filling it with beauty and making the man beautiful-minded...
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He will praise and admire the beautiful; will receive it with joy into
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his soul, will feed upon it, and assimilate his own condition with
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it." Ibid. lib. 3. Music mousika had, among the Athenians, a far
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more comprehensive signification than with us. It included not only
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the harmonies of time and of tune, but the poetic diction, sentiment
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and creation each in its widest sense. The study of music was with
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them in fact, the general cultivation of the taste- of that which
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recognizes the beautiful- in contra-distinction from reason, which
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deals only with the true.
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Pascal, a philosopher whom we both love, has said, how truly!-
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"que tout notre raisonnement se reduit a ceder au sentiment," and it
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is not impossible that the sentiment of the natural, had time
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permitted it, would have regained its old ascendancy over the harsh
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mathematical reason of the schools. But this thing was not to be.
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Prematurely induced by intemperance of knowledge, the old age of the
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world drew on. This the mass of mankind saw not, or, living lustily
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although unhappily, affected not to see. But, for myself, the
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Earth's records had taught me to look for widest ruin as the price
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of highest civilization. I had imbibed a prescience of our Fate from
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comparison of China the simple and enduring, with Assyria the
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architect, with Egypt the astrologer, with Nubia, more crafty than
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either, the turbulent mother of all Arts. In history* of these regions
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I met with a ray from the Future. The individual artificialities of
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the three latter were local diseases of the Earth, and in their
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individual overthrows we had seen local remedies applied; but for
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the infected world at large I could anticipate no regeneration save in
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death. That man, as a race, should not become extinct, I saw that he
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must be "born again."
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* "History," from istorein, to contemplate.
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And now it was, fairest and dearest, that we wrapped our spirits,
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daily, in dreams, Now it was that, in twilight, we discoursed of the
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days to come, when the Art-scarred surface of the Earth, having
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undergone that purification* which alone could efface its
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rectangular obscenities, should clothe itself anew in the verdure
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and the mountain-slopes and the smiling waters of Paradise, and be
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rendered at length a fit dwelling-place for man:- for man the
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Death-purged- for man to whose now exalted intellect there should be
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poison in knowledge no more- for the redeemed, regenerated,
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blissful, and now immortal, but still for the material, man.
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* The word "purification" seems here to be used with reference to
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its root in the Greek, pur, fire.
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UNA. Well do I remember these conversations, dear Monos; but the
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epoch of the fiery overthrow was not so near at hand as we believed,
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and as the corruption you indicate did surely warrant us in believing.
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Men lived; and died individually. You yourself sickened, and passed
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into the grave; and thither your constant Una speedily followed you.
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And though the century which has since elapsed, and whose conclusion
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brings us thus together once more, tortured our slumbering senses with
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no impatience of duration, yet, my Monos, it was a century still.
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MONOS. Say, rather, a point in the vague infinity. Unquestionably,
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it was in the Earth's dotage that I died. Wearied at heart with
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anxieties which had their origin in the general turmoil and decay, I
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succumbed to the fierce fever. After some few days of pain, and many
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of dreamy delirium replete with ecstasy, the manifestations of which
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you mistook for pain, while I longed but was impotent to undeceive
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you- after some days there came upon me, as you have said, a
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breathless and motionless torpor; and this was termed Death by those
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who stood around me.
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Words are vague things. My condition did not deprive me of
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sentience. It appeared to me not greatly dissimilar to the extreme
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quiescence of him, who, having slumbered long and profoundly, lying
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motionless and fully prostrate in a midsummer noon, begins to steal
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slowly back into consciousness, through the mere sufficiency of his
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sleep, and without being awakened by external disturbances.
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I breathed no longer. The pulses were still. The heart had ceased to
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beat. Volition had not departed, but was powerless. The senses were
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unusually active, although eccentrically so- assuming often each
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other's functions at random. The taste and the smell were inextricably
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confounded, and became one sentiment, abnormal and intense. The
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rosewater with which your tenderness had moistened my lips to the
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last, affected me with sweet fancies of flowers- fantastic flowers,
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far more lovely than any of the old Earth, but whose prototypes we
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have here blooming around us. The eyelids, transparent and
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bloodless, offered no complete impediment to vision. As volition was
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in abeyance the balls could not roll in their sockets- but all objects
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within the range of the visual hemisphere were seen with more or
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less distinctness; the rays which fell upon the external retina, or
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into the corner of the eye, producing a more vivid effect than those
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which struck the front or anterior surface. Yet, in the former
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instance, this effect was so far anomalous that I appreciated it
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only as sound- sound sweet or discordant as the matters presenting
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themselves at my side were light or dark in shade- curved or angular
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in outline. The hearing at the same time, although excited in
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degree, was not irregular in action- estimating real sounds with an
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extravagance of precision, not less than of sensibility. Touch had
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undergone a modification more peculiar. Its impressions were tardily
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received, but pertinaciously retained, and resulted always in the
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highest physical pleasure. Thus the pressure of your sweet fingers
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upon my eyelids, at first only recognized through vision, at length,
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long after their removal, filled my whole being with a sensual delight
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immeasurable. I say with a sensual delight. All my perceptions were
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purely sensual. The materials furnished the passive brain by the
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senses were not in the least degree wrought into shape by the deceased
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understanding. Of pain there was some little; of pleasure there was
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much; but of moral pain or pleasure none at all. Thus your wild sobs
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floated into my ears with all their mournful cadences, and were
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appreciated in their every variation of sad tone; but they were soft
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musical sounds and no more; they conveyed to the extinct reason no
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intimation of the sorrows which gave them birth; while the large and
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constant tears which fell upon my face, telling the bystanders of a
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heart which broke, thrilled every fibre of my frame with ecstasy
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alone. And this was in truth the Death of which these bystanders spoke
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reverently, in low whispers- you, sweet Una, gaspingly, with loud
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cries.
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They attired me for the coffin- three or four dark figures which
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flitted busily to and fro. As these crossed the direct line of my
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vision they affected me as forms; but upon passing to my side their
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images impressed me with the idea of shrieks, groans, and other dismal
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expressions of terror, of horror, or of wo. You alone, habited in a
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white robe, passed in all directions musically about me.
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The day waned; and, as its light faded away, I became possessed by a
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vague uneasiness- an anxiety such as the sleeper feels when sad real
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sounds fall continuously within his ear- low distant bell tones,
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solemn, at long but equal intervals, and commingling with melancholy
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dreams. Night arrived; and with its shadows a heavy discomfort. It
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oppressed my limbs with the oppression of some dull weight, and was
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palpable. There was also a moaning sound, not unlike the distant
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reverberation of surf, but more continuous, which beginning with the
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first twilight, had grown in strength with the darkness. Suddenly
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lights were brought into the room, and this reverberation became
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forthwith interrupted into frequent unequal bursts of the same
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sound, but less dreary and less distinct. The ponderous oppression was
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in a great measure relieved; and, issuing from the flame of each lamp,
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(for there were many,) there flowed unbrokenly into my ears a strain
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of melodious monotone. And when now, dear Una, approaching the bed
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upon which I lay outstretched, you sat gently by my side, breathing
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odor from your sweet lips, and pressing them upon my brow, there arose
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tremulously within my bosom, and mingling with the merely physical
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sensations which circumstances had called forth, a something akin to
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sentiment itself- a feeling that, half appreciating, half responded to
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your earnest love and sorrow,- but this feeling took no root in the
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pulseless heart, and seemed indeed rather a shadow than a reality, and
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faded quickly away, first into extreme quiescence, and then into a
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purely sensual pleasure as before.
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And now, from the wreck and the chaos of the usual senses, there
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appeared to have arisen within me a sixth, all perfect. In its
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exercise I found a wild delight yet a delight still physical, inasmuch
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as the understanding had in it no part. Motion in the animal frame had
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fully ceased. No muscle quivered; no nerve thrilled; no artery
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throbbed. But there seemed to have sprung up in the brain, that of
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which no words could convey to the merely human intelligence even an
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indistinct conception. Let me term it a mental pendulous pulsation. It
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was the moral embodiment of man's abstract idea of Time. By the
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absolute equalization of this movement- or of such as this- had the
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cycles of the firmamental orbs themselves, been adjusted. By its aid I
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measured the irregularities of the clock upon the mantel, and of the
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watches of the attendants. Their tickings came sonorously to my
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ears. The slightest deviation from the true proportion- and these
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deviations were omni-prevalent- affected me just as violations of
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abstract truth were wont, on earth, to affect the moral sense.
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Although no two of the time-pieces in the chamber struck individual
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seconds accurately together, yet I had no difficulty in holding
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steadily in mind the tones, and the respective momentary errors of
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each. And this- this keen, perfect, self-existing sentiment of
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duration- this sentiment existing (as man could not possibly have
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conceived it to exist) independently of any succession of events- this
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idea- this sixth sense, upspringing from the ashes of the rest, was
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the first obvious and certain step of the intemporal soul upon the
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threshold of the temporal Eternity.
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It was midnight; and you still sat by my side. All others had
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departed from the chamber of Death. They had deposited me in the
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coffin. The lamps burned flickeringly; for this I knew by the
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tremulousness of the monotonous strains. But, suddenly these strains
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diminished in distinctness and in volume. Finally they ceased. The
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perfume in my nostrils died away. Forms affected my vision no
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longer. The oppression of the Darkness uplifted itself from my
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bosom. A dull shock like that of electricity pervaded my frame, and
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was followed by total loss of the idea of contact. All of what man has
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termed sense was merged in the sole consciousness of entity, and in
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the one abiding sentiment of duration. The mortal body had been at
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length stricken with the hand of the deadly Decay.
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Yet had not all of sentience departed; for the consciousness and the
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sentiment remaining supplied some of its functions by a lethargic
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intuition. I appreciated the direful change now in operation upon
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the flesh, and, as the dreamer is sometimes aware of the bodily
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presence of one who leans over him, so, sweet Una, I still dully
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felt that you sat by my side. So, too, when the noon of the second day
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came, I was not unconscious of those movements which displaced you
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from my side, which confined me within the coffin, which deposited
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me within the hearse, which bore me to the grave, which lowered me
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within it, which heaped heavily the mould upon me, and which thus left
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me, in blackness and corruption, to my sad and solemn slumbers with
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the worm.
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And here, in the prison-house which has few secrets to disclose,
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they rolled away days and weeks and months; and the soul watched
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narrowly each second as it flew, and, without effort, took record of
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its flight- without effort and without object.
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A year passed. The consciousness of being had grown hourly more
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indistinct, and that of mere locality had, in great measure, usurped
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its position. The idea of entity was becoming merged in that of place.
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The narrow space immediately surrounding what had been the body, was
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now growing to be the body itself. At length, as often happens to
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the sleeper (by sleep and its world alone is Death imaged)- at length,
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as sometimes happened on Earth to the deep slumberer, when some
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flitting light half startled him into awaking, yet left him half
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enveloped in dreams- so to me, in the strict embrace of the Shadow,
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came that light which alone might have had power to startle- the light
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of enduring Love. Men toiled at the grave in which I lay darkling.
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They upthrew the damp earth. Upon my mouldering bones there
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descended the coffin of Una.
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And now again all was void. That nebulous light had been
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extinguished. That feeble thrill had vibrated itself into
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quiescence. Many lustra had supervened. Dust had returned to dust. The
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worm had food no more. The sense of being at length utterly
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departed, and there reigned in its stead- instead of all things-
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dominant and perpetual- the autocrats Place and Time. For that which
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was not- for that which had no form- for that which had no thought-
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for that which had no sentience- for that which was soulless, yet of
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which matter formed no portion- for all this nothingness, yet for
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all this immortality, the grave was still a home, and the corrosive
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hours, co-mates.
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THE END
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