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.. SOME PSYCHEDELIC EXPERIENCES ..
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by sunshine in 2009/02
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In this file here i wanna share some (parts) of my psychedelic
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experiences which i had on LSD 25 and psilocybin mushrooms ( stropharia
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cubensis f.e.) also known as "acid" and "magic mushrooms". I was also
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inspired to write this file by reading a few LSD 25 experience textfiles
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which where a funny and very good read of course.
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I dont write this file to drive you to take any kind of psychedelic drug.
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Though i was inspired to try psychedelic drugs by the book of Albert
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Hofmann "LSD My Problem Child" which is a very good read because Albert
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looked at LSD 25 with serious eyes but without to forget the beauty of
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this spritual drug. Albert H. was the one who discovered LSD 25 by
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chance - he died in the year 2008. ( RIP ) His discovery was also his
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first trip which is also included in his book of course. The trips inside
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of the book are very worth to read, really, they are very impressive.
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To have a good trip on psychedelic drugs a good set and setting is very
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important. This means you need to feel very good and you need a good
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place, for example nature or your living room with your favourite music ,
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to have a good experience. Dont use LSD 25 for fun at a party or
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something like that because the experience is very strong and you are on
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LSD 25 for 8 - 10 hours or more - you should keep this in your mind. When
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you trip it is good to have natural things in your near like tea, water,
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fruits and natural drinks. Telephone and such things should be turned off
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because it could ruin your trip.
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Mexican mushrooms have the same effects like LSD 25 but not that strong
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and the trip happens 4 - 6 hours only. Though it is a deep experience
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with mexican mushrooms. The main ingredient in mexican mushrooms is the
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so called psilocybin. And you can also have some problems like qualm in
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your stomach.
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A normal dosage of mexican mushrooms is 2,5 gram which is a good dosage
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for a good trip. But you will also have a trip on 1 gram of course but it
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will not be that long and that strong. A normal dosage of LSD 25 is 250
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microgram but here also 100 - 150 microgram will show its effect but not
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that strong and that long. A higher dosage for mexican mushrooms is 5
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gram and for LSD 500 microgram. I would not recommend to go over that
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dosage.
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When mushrooms are like a nice journey in a boat on a nice see in a park
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then LSD is like a ride in a fast UFO in space or something like that.
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LSD 25
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So here comes my first experience on LSD 25. I was 20 years old and a
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natty girl gave me the LSD 25 trip on a little piece of paper. It was a
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jubilee trip paper - a so called "Hofmann 2000". I dont know how big the
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dosage was on that paper. The whole day before i had a nice day with a
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friend of mine and we were enjoying the sunshine and the nature while
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talking about some stuff. And it was a really nice day.
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I took the LSD 25 in the morning of the next day. At first nothing
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happened and then i thought i saw the first signs of the LSD 25 and i
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thought "Ah, this is LSD.". But at this moment the trip had not even
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begun and was on its way to come. So i was laying on my bed and thought
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i was feeling it already. I mean i did but just a very little bit.
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I had my headphones on my head and listened to a very nice psychedelic
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trance CD which a friend of mine had gave to me. And then i realised the
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first signs of LSD. The music began to feel plastic - i felt the tones of
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the music. The music rushed through my whole body and through my whole
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mind - it felt like as if i was the music, i melted with the music and we
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connected together like salt connects to water.
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I touched the structures of the music and it just felt great. But while
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time was passing the trip became stronger and stronger and when i tried
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to stand up from my bed i couldnt. I felt back again because it came so
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strong but not in a bad way - it was a great feeling but really so strong
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that i hadnt expect it that way. After 2 hours or something like that
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there was the time when LSD really came in.
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The funny thing was that some tracks of the music CD were just about the
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same stuff what i had taken some hours ago. And when i heard in one track
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of the psychedelic trance CD a voice which said "IT OPENS DOORS" - i knew
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what the guy was talking about. But what do you expect from a psychedelic
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trance CD heh? ;-D
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When i went into the bathroom and i looked to the ground i saw that the
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ground was full of pattern which moved and floated inside of each other
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and in every moment in a different way. It looked like a persian carpet
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or something like that with moving patterns of course. The patterns had
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the color of the floor. The time in the bath was as if it stands still as
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if there was no time but only eternity - i never felt this before but it
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was ok to feel that.
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Back in my room i layed myself down on my bed again to listen to the
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music because it felt so great to touch and feel it. My mind was wide
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open. When i touched my fingers there was a little electric field on them
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and it felt great to touch the fingertips - it really felt electric but
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not like normal electric it was more like psychedelic electric - it was a
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soft but strong energy.
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When i looked at my walls i saw also these psychedelic patterns. It was a
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woodchip wallpaper and the patterns were formed out of these patterns. It
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looked just beautyfull and i saw the rainbow colors on the little
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patterns of the wallpaper. The psychedelic patterns on the wall moved
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very fast but again they melted and floated together very soft and every
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moment was a moment of a new pattern. It all looked aesthetic too like
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the ground before but a bit softer from the patterns. The patterns on the
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ground and on the wall all looked symmetric like a moving kaleidoscope.
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When i was laying on my bed and the trip was very strong i felt like i
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was laying on a shooting star which is flying with me up into the sky
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with lightspeed and it was so fast of course but it felt great and strong
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together. When i moved my hand before my eyes then it was a visual choppy
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movement and i could see my arm a few times when i moved it around.
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The hours passed by and i came down and i was a bit sad because the trip
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was so good and i knew it is over now. The sun was shining outside and i
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was listening to classic music like i had read it in the book of A.
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Hofmann - they used classic music in one of their trips and i was
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inspired to listen to it by them. I was coming down and this music was a
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good one for coming down. The time was 12 oclock midday and i had a trip
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of nearly 10 hours. But it was a good trip.
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This trip was an inspiration. Also from an art point of view.
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After the trip i swapped my food what i had with another guy for some
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normal bread to eat something natural and it tasted great. I felt a bit
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weak after the trip and i also felt very alone which was a bad feeling,
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really. But then a friend of mine came and i thanked him that he came to
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visit me and i told him that i was on LSD 25 the whole day before.
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The day after i felt a bit unsettled because of the strong LSD 25 trip
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the day before and i knew i had changed but also i felt really great some
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time later of that day.
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psilocybin #1
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I was at home when i made this trip on mexican mushrooms. I used the
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recipe to make the mushrooms like the business man did it back in 1530
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, like mentioned in the book "LSD my problem child" , in their rituals
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when they came back from their business journey and on their travel they
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had eaten the mushrooms and after their trips they told each other what
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they saw and had experienced.
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So i used milk, chocolate and 2,5 gram of mexican mushrooms. I heated the
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milk and when it was hot i gave a whole bar of chocolate to it and then i
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mixed it that the chocolate melted and then it was fine hot chocolate.
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The mushrooms can taste very bitter and i think because of this chocolate
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with honey was used by them.
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Then i gave the cutted 2,5 gram mexican mushrooms into that drink and
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went form the kitched into my room. My mother was also at home and it was
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the early night when i did it. But my mother didnt noticed anything when
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i made the drink in her kitchen. Yeah i was also very careful.
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So i waited a while that the mushrooms will give away all their good
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active agent to the drink. Then i drunk the whole can and waited for the
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coming effects.
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I was listening to a psychedelic CD from "spectral" and the name of their
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album was "diffuse" - it was a very good one with elements from other
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cultures like africa. I enjoyed the pattern of the music and it felt
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great. Thanks to spectral for their album "spectral - diffuse".
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I was laying on my bed and just enjoyed the joy what the music was giving
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to me. I felt the music in my brain and in my body. It was like food for
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your ears and the music was wide opened and the tones in it you could see
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with your ear and the tones touched you - you could feel them very softly
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and sensitive.
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When i turned off the music i listened to the nature sounds which came
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through the window.
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I was listening to the birds outside. And i closed my eyes. And when i
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heared them i saw their voices and their chirping in my mind and i saw
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visuals in my brain and my mind of what came in into my ears. It was as
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if i was swimming through their voices and through their sounds. I felt
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and saw what they were singing. It was great. I saw lots of colorfull
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pattern, going through my mind - a pleasure.
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I also was listening to the wind and that was the best part of the trip.
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The wind was wafting through the leaves of the tree. You know the sounds
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which you hear when wind is wafting through the leaves, it is rustling -
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but not anylonger. The leaves sounded like little bells, and i mean real
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bells. And they played a melody - a wonderfull symphony. There was not
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one sound which was not in harmony with all the others. No. All leaves
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on that tree played a wonderfull melody with every single whiff of the
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wind together - everything was in harmony. This was awesome.
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Yeah and some time later sadly the trip was over. But even weeks and
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months after that trip when i heared the birds they sounded different and
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i was remembering this beautyfull trip.
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psilocybin #2
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Not much to say here but on that trip i was eating a few of the mushrooms
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from hawaii which also include psilocybin but they are lots of more
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strong than the ones from mexico though they are much smaller and you
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have to eat only a few to get a good trip. One gram here is like 2,5 gram
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from the mexican ones.
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Because it was only a small dosage the trip was not that long but i was
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on the beach camping with some friends and i just listened to the sounds
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of the waves of the ocean. I layed in our tent while i was tripping, the
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other people were exploring the city.
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The sound of the ocean was so big and the waves played some sounds and
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every tone in the ocean melted together to one great orchestra but an
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enormous and powerfull orchestra that on some points of the trip it was
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hard to hear that because you became an awe-inspiring feeling which i
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didnt had before.
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The ocean played a melody but with enormous sounds of waves and every
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tones sounded so enormous and now think about how huga a beach is and how
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many waves there are on the beach when you look from left to right. Now
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all what you would see was in my case an orchestra in that dimension so
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it was huge and there were so many sounds, i never heared so many sounds
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in such a way. It was really enormous to hear.
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You had the whole spectrum of sounds in your ear. Imagine just a part of
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the ocean - a part from what you can hear the waves and the sounds of the
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ocean - so a few hundred meters long and many meters deep (into the ocean
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) like a quadrat or better an oblong. Now imagine this oblong is full of
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enourmous sounds, probably thousends of sounds and you all hear them as
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one enormous powerfull melody in your ears. So it felt to me - it was a
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very strong experience.
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I think because the ocean is very strong so the tones on that little but
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impressive journey sounded strong too - so i heard the truth about the
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ocean in a melody about how strong the ocean is.
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psilocybin #3
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On that trip i was camping with some friends in a forest. It was a very
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nice place to trip because all around there was only nature and forest.
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At home, before we started the journey to that place, i was mixing my
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mushroom drink. I used chocolate, hot milk and the mushrooms and put it
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all together in one bottle of glass. Before it was all in a pot of course
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and was heated that the chocolate was melting and that the mushrooms gave
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away their active agents.
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The mushrooms were fresh harvested from an own breeding in a grow box.
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They were very fresh and because of this very strong. I let them for
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hours into that bottle before i was drinking some of it. I used 2,5 - 3
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gram for that mixture - homegrown mexican mushrooms - Stropharia Cubensis.
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When we were celebrating in the forest to some good music, drinks and
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food i was drinking some of the chocolate with mushrooms. And because the
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mushrooms were in that bottle for many hours it was very strong, and also
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because the mushrooms were fresh harvested but dry already. I mean, i
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just drunk from that bottle, i did not eat one from the mushrooms inside
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or parts of them i was just drinking it and also not much. And i am happy
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about this because it came really strong.
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Some time later the trip began. I saw the nature and the plants around me
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but they didnt looked normal - they looked like energy. And i knew it was
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all energy what i saw. The plants were pure energy which came out of the
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ground of the earth - and it was all one big field of energy.
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Then i saw a little girl from a woman who was also there and when i saw
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her i saw light which came out of her and it was the light of life itself
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- it was as if i can see heaven and it was a part of heaven which i saw.
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She was a little child and above her there was pure blessing and light. I
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saw the flame of life in her and the meaning of life - this was so
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beautyfull. I knew she was a creation from God.
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But i also had some other impressions which were not always that good.
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For example one friend of mine sadly looked demonic or a bit like a demon
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but another guys face looked aestethic, symmetric and nice. The table on
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which we were sitting looked barbarian like a shamble - because of all
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that i was leaving the table and also because i couldnt eat and i had no
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hunger.
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The feeling on the trip with all the people was great, it was life itself
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what i felt and saw. People celebrating in peace and harmony.
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So these were some of my psychedelic experiences. I thank GOD for giving
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us such great plants like mexican mushrooms to experience something which
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is indeed great. Sadly some stupid people try to forbid these plants
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because these evil pigs think they are "god" - but of course they are not.
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Be always very carefully that they dont get you with this stuff - i mean
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people are hunting people for owning plants - what a stupid bullshit.
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A psychedelic experience is a serious journey and should be planned
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carefully if someone makes the decision to try or do it. Because it can
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also be dangerous if someone who tries it has a weak mindset or some
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problems in his life - but on the other side such an experience can help
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to understand problems and yourself.
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But dont get lost people in the drug culture. I think it is not wrong to
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try a psychedelic experience but there is a difference between being high
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all day and to make such a journey a few times a year or one time a year
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or something like that. I think lesser is more in that case. It is the
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same with cannabis / ganja ( THC Delta 9 ): dont get high all the time.
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If you wanna use ganja then use it a few times a year or one time a month
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or something like that or make your experiences and then stop it forever
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- you can get lost.
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Thanks for reading that textfile.
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God & Jesus may bless you.
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-- sunshine \ 2009/02
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(EOF)
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